Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I've been so tired this week, and I don't really have anything to update you on so it seemed a little pointless. The only thing that happened this week was that I finally started my period so we can finally start on a new round of Clomid tonight. I'm nervous and excited all at the same time. Nervous, because I'm afraid that it won't work again; Excited, because, well, for obvious reasons. I'm not really sure what to think about this month. I want to be hopeful, but at the same time, I don't want to get my hopes up again. My hopes have been crushed time after time for so long now, it's hard to get them up. I'm more optimistic about this month though. I have a much better chance this month, with the high dose of Clomid and all the prayers, that it's a little brighter than other months. But I've been let down so many times now that it's hard to be hopeful about this stuff anymore.
On a brighter note, I got an iPod. So now my sister can finally send me pictures and videos of the boys. And I can facetime with them. I've already gotten a few pictures and videos and we've facetimed twice. I think she may be more excited about this iPod than I am.
I'm getting my hair cut in the morning, but I can't decide how much I want to get it cut. I don't know if I just want a trim, or if I should get a little more than that off. I'm not talking super short...no, no, no. It's taken me way too long to grow it out this much, I'm not about to go and chop it all off. But I can't decide if I like the length of it now and if I want to try and get it longer, or if I prefer it to be a little below my shoulders. I know it's cute that length, it's just a matter of if I change my mind, it'll take another year to grow it out 2". Yes, you read that correctly. That's how slowly my hair grows. It's pitiful. Stupid thyroid. The prenatal vitamins have definitely helped the hair-growing process, but not enough that I'm comfortable just chopping off 3" of hair. I tried to find some pictures of hairstyles the length I'm thinking about, but of course I can't find any good ones. So I guess I'll just sleep on it and decide tomorrow.
That's all I've got this week. Hopefully next week something more exciting will have happened, and hopefully I don't have any horrible side-effects with the Clomid. I'm not sure I can take any hot flashes right now, and I don't think Derek can handle me hating him right now. Fingers crossed for super sore boobs only!!
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